Why weren't you there?

Why weren't you there you made me wait here and stare I waited forever now I'm never waiting ever I waited, waited, and waited as the time faded, faded, and faded It's too late for you to come back because all I see in you is just black. Why weren't you there now all I can do to you is glare you were never there for me you always made me feel like an unwanted flea how could you I trusted you when people say your name, I say, "Who?' Why weren't you there its not fucking fair seeing everyone with their dad makes me so fucking mad you said you would come back you promised me can't you see how bad it affected me why weren't you there you make me want to swear, swear, and swear it's all your fault I feel so isolated like my feelings are locked in a vault why weren't you there?