Why weren't you

Why weren't you there when I was corrupted by madness? Why weren't you there when my dreams were crashed under the landslide of reality? If you had the same feelings as I did, If you ever waited till dusk waiting for me to send you a text You wouldn't have dumped me and wait for the next Why weren't you there when I saw the scathing society executing my private life? Why weren't you there when my family denied knowing me? If you ever considered us as a pair I know you would have been there