why was I made

why was I made with a bitter face full of hate well known by pain and some consuming rage not to mention this thing an imbalance in my brain that makes me insane why was I made to love the rain learn from mistakes do good each day put a smile on your face just to make your day then I'll help you pray until you're no longer stray why was I made to feel the sensation from looking at your situation like I was in the equation why was I made with compassion of all things cuz even after you'd betray each and every day never remorse on your face then the audacity to say thanks on your way to laugh my name I still felt your pain why was I made to not want you afraid thinking I could teach you some things give you some game so you could make that change and see a different way cuz I know you pray you wake up okay I'm talking your brain cuz it's seen better days you ain't never been afraid you just tainting your fake name and I know these things cuz I done been in that place nobody warming up a plate they only step away the choices I made put me in a daze but I can still gauge you just the same cuz at the end of the day for some pills you'd do anything