WHY THIS SUFFERING?

I entered into ravishing family Opened the eyes, Nature greeted me Smile in Strangers face. Seed grown to plant, Now Adhesiveness with Stranger Happily moved to Pedagogy place. Agony possed me, Happy place resulted in Affliction. Torment, Ill-educated award, Comparison circled me. Flower started to bloom. Odour emanated, Beginning of new era. My "Audacity" sabotage "Dreadfulness" led to "Frankness". Honesty detest by comrade, I refused them. I am in right path, Again Why this suffering?