why the couldn't

I hear you. But can u hear me? Your looking at me, but you didnt seem to see me. I tried for us 4 love i strongly believed, but you couldn't control your bad thoughts u set free. When u touched me did u really feel me? Touching you I felt a connection through u with me. When you spoke I always tried to listen, You'd yell Talk! but u never cared compassion missing. Why did u begged me to stay, when u where always dieing to leave. I'd never tried to hurt you, & you always felt the need to hurt me. You said you loved me i tried to see, But wouldnt Why couldn't you just show me.