why now after all these years

You drained my energy to a deeper extent You don't even care about my feelings for you All you know are insults and defensive words Cutting my heart in all dimensions How many times do you need to be reminded Lover birds should never become an option You no longer fear of losing me You would love to leave me than dine with me Never have had gone through this moment It's too difficult for me to withstand it I feel like blood has stopped flowing through my veins Why can't you understand my actions All you know is enforcing yours beliefs Norms, behaviors and goals on me Forgetting that I also have goals, siblings and relatives to support I have accepted I am a man of no vision Do I look like a fool for loving you so badly Do I not deserve to be respected as a man I regret the day I met you I conquer love is wicked as Rihanna put it in Thank you for being part of my life journey I have learnt a lot of lessons from meeting you Especially how wicked love can be sometime It's very frightening to love again Goodbye my ex love