"Why him? Why me?" 2ndpart

Oh, how did I receive such a kind soul? You asked why him? Why could it not be him? I want it to be him, but there's a question lingering in my mind: Does he want it to be me too? He made me learn about life, taught me how to love genuinely. That question hurts me like being struck by a sharp knife. I'm wondering why. Why did he pick me when there are so many other pretty fishes in the sea? What did he see in me? What's so good about me? "Why me?"