why? god

Why did we meet, If forever wasn’t meant to be? Why did You send him in my life, Just to take him away from me? Why did my heart learn to love, So deeply, so endlessly true? Why did his smile become my peace, His eyes my sky so blue? Why do I always end my day, Thinking of him once more? Why does my heart still ache, Like it’s been here before? Why does love choose me to break, Each time I start to heal? Why must I be the one Who feels too much, too real? Why am I so easily moved, By moments small and kind? Why, God, do You give me hearts That love, but can’t seem to find? Why must I suffer for love’s art, When all I give is true? Maybe You’re teaching my fragile heart What it means to feel, to be, to lose.