Why don't I just quit?

Well I have already....well a part of me has I can't believe it feels like you don't miss me And you don't wanna call me It feels all my tears are going into waste All of them are salty and bitter in taste Everything feels so still so sad I feel disappointed, so mad It feels like whatever I'm doing is a lost cause But what about that feeling I had when the world paused? It feels like for you I was just a memory Just a PART of your supporting story I don't feel excited nor happy like I did before It feels that love gate that door Has been closed for evermore Now let's see what life has for me in store But wait I didn't reunite with you I didn't talk with you about this I don't know if it'll be a bliss or my feelings will be dismissed I've got to meet you, see you again To know how you really feel about me Who knows? Maybe Allah will fulfill my wishes Sometimes things happens late but for the better Whereas when quick it only falters So my dear heart, don't lose hope My brain learn to accept no My soul learn to let go