WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME ???

I want someone to understand me, Hey, people show ego over small things. But it's not their fault, It’s the past that gets in the way. Let me cry, let me sob, Let me get these emotions out. It’s hard to believe That I hurt someone so badly. Hey, why does this always happen to me? It’s so hard to carry this weight on my heart, It’s not just a lie that hurts, But something that hurts even more— My hurt homie, lost in the storm