Why does it hurt?

My heart feels like it's being stepped on Crushing me, ripping me apart You said I wouldn't be enough for you And you needed something more I should be used to it by now I've never been enough for anyone But somehow, with you, I thought it would be different That I would finally be enough But now, I'm left to wonder why Why does it hurt so much? I'm lost in a sea of darkness Feeling of neglect looms over me I'm broken, shattered into a million pieces And I don't know how to put myself back together again I'm searching for something to hold on to To guide me through But it's hard to find solace when the wound is still so fresh Memories of our love, now tainted, still linger Haunting me, reminding me of what could never be I'm trying to hold on to what's left of me But it's slipping away, lost in the shadows of your rejection I'm left to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart To wonder why I'm not enough, why I'm always left wanting I'm trying to find my way through this dark and lonely road But it's hard to move forward when the pain of the past still feels so real.