why did you leave

can you hear me or are you ignoring me can you listen to my screams can you listen to my pleads if you can listen why aren't you answering me why are you leaving me after you saw the damage I got through the pain I walked in you left me you left me to survive for myself I stopped trusting cause of you I can't ask for help anymore cause of you I am trying I've been trying trying to be strong confident laving caring but how can I when I am still holding on to what's already gone you