why did you forgive me?

sitting alone in room , silence as the only thing I hear was the wind just blowing in my room I think to myself "why do I create promblems , this is probably why I keep stressing out there won't be hope for me that what I think of just no hope for me" until I heard a door opened as I realized that it was my best friends they saw me just sitting alone in my room nothing to do as they saw the look on my face since they know what might had happened but as soon as they sat down next to me I ask them "why did y'all forgive me " as they gotten confused about what I said "After of what I have done I done nothing but make trouble and ruined everything so why did y'all forgive me " as soon as they know and told me "because you make my life better than ever"