Why did you do that

I said it was time as I stood there in the door way, about to leave your heart and house. you began to cry and scream your heart out in pain begging me not to leave. You can't breathe and you're in my arms, not thinking not breathing just crying and begging. I cry too because I know what's best for us and it's to part I want to love you as more than a friend but I can't. Why did you have to cry in my arms. I told you to look in my eyes as I finally said I wasn't leaving. I told you we'd talk further about it later. why did I do that. Why did you have to do that.