why did I try

I believed you I trusted you I put all my faith in you And you lied I'll loved you I card for you I put in all my time and effort Now I regret that I ever tried I gave you my heart and showed you my soft side But now I see you were never in for the long ride You promised me a gift form god a child of my own So I gave up the streets the gangs And reveld a side never shown Yet in the end I was the one who ended up with a pain so deep I couldn't walk A pain so hurtful I could only scream to talk I was injured so severe my heart disintegrated into a powder like chalk So now I know it's true what they say that love is blind I just wish I could rewind thought you were the one for me but I was just too blind to see You never really loved me you thought you were above me thought you were ahead of me so now you are dead to me but will you feel my sorrow or will I see him tomorrow cause now I'm sleeping all alone deleting pictures of my phone You came at your lowest then left at your best so there's a few things I need to get off my chest you were my fire my only desire I never knew you were a liar now throughout everyday I'm always crying cause I regret ever that I was trying