Why Can't I Just Be Like Them

Always tired, never sleep Always hungry, never eat Always bored, never outside Always questioning yourself, why,never how Always looking, never listening Always advice never actions Always writing never the words Always an afterthought, never preferred Always sad but never cry Always anxious, never shy Always driving never home Always lonely, never alone Always guilty, never good Always oversharing but never understood Always longing never fulfilled Always a disappointment, never pleased Always on never offline Always am angel never divine Always screaming but never whisper Always in the mirror, never pleased. Always attached, never leaving Always smile, never frown Always used never kept Always a flirt never a whore Always the attention never alone Always a sorry never I'm proud Always starving never thin Why can't I just be like them..