Why am I like this?

everyone make promises, very few keep it whatever you sow, best believe you're gonna reap it you tried to hide it, but I know your little secret why am I like this? Heart always broken into pieces nobody wants to keep my heart, they just want to lease it then throw it back to the vultures and demons everybody's schemin', with their underlying meanin's proding into my life, wondering what's my reason but nobody ever stays, only here for a season why am I like this? So cold like I'm anemic