Why Am I Hurting Myself

Russian roulette Only me at the table Talking to the wall even though you're sitting there One bullet Just waiting Click Click Click Spin Click Why Am I trying to kill myself In the world alone The corner I call my home Click I think I'm getting sick Sick of the BS Click Click I'm stuck Quick sand Spin Spin I can pretend that it's not hard Pulling the trigger Click Click I'm really trying to end this shit Click My heart is still racing And I'm still pacing Click Click Boom ©anthonyhanible