Why Am I Here

Why am I here filled with tears If it was possible for swer to be tears I would claim I'm crying Oh wait, I am crying I'm trying to be seen but not in a way when people ask me what's wrong... Why do I blame me? I blame me because I don't know who's fault it is, I'm depressed, sitting here showing happiness But am I happy? -No I'm not because everything is about me blaming myself. Again? They say. why am I here filled with tears