Why

I have plenty of questions and things that keep me up at night Like why there are people on the streets living in boxes while I can't fall asleep in my bed with blankets and a pillow Why I can't think without overthinking why I can't go through life without giving a shit and why I give it too much Like what's wrong with me what's wrong with the world where did life just decide it's time to f**k you up when did God say let's see how much the world can take when did I lose it and how can I get it back