why

why must the whole world hate me why am I still here when I no longer want to be why can't I have actually life why can't I have the things I need why is there so much hate in my heart why must people be such pieces of shit right from the start why must I never get a answer to all my questions why am always left here guessing why can't I just be a mother to my children instead of having to miss every Damn thing the entire life why must my life no longer have a meaning why constantly do I find myself face to the floor heart beaten and bleeding