why

I always thought why did I have this life why couldn't I be someone else why did I have to go through this why oh why why am I feeling like this why is it hurting why can't I be loved why can't I be myself why do people hate me why am I this way why can't I just disappear why would no one care if I do maybe one day when I'm gone lying peacefully in the ground people will ask why oh why did she do this