why?

why do I still feel the pain? why does it feel so heavy? why do I find myself in agony? why does it preach through my heart? is it beacuse it is a glass? so that it's easy to shatter and clatter why does it get on my head and not on my nerve? why do I find myself like this ever again? why did it happen? why does it not even feel real.. ---- ChocoVAnilla