WHY

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS... ALL THESE MIXED FEELINGS I SAY I HAVE NO EMOTIONS, YET I FEEL SOMETHINGS FOR SOME PEOPLE. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND THIS THING WHY DO I UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING BUT CANNOT UNDERSTAND MYSELF. WHY DO I LOVE EVERYONE BUT MYSELF WHY DO I SHUT MYSELF OUT OF MY OWN LIFE BUT TOO QUICK TO PUT OTHER FIRST I QUICKLY RUSH TO HELP OTHERS BUT FAIL TO HELP MYSELF, I WONDER WHY AM I LIKE THIS, TOO QUICK BUT TOO SLOW I WONDER WHY...