why

I miss you even when I'm with you your one of the good ones which makes me feel like your too good for me I know that not true I know your what I should want why can't I stop self sabotaging good things in my life what's wrong with me why can't I just accept things and be happy let myself fall in love let the good guy win this time maybe it's because it feels like a set up set up for pain set up for heartbreak because inevitably they all leave eventually or thats what Ive perceived myself to believe