Why??

Am I not important to you?? why?? ,Am I not ur friend... after waiting this much, you just came to text me that u have to wake up early.. I was also happy to celebrate ur birthday, even if not with you I did it on my own way... I know we are not at that stage.. but am ur friend too.. Is it that, am the one confused?? I guess so... Somewhere I knew it.. but I wanted to believe the other way... I guess u will keep ghosting me and knowingly , I will fall for it againn.. Coz my heart fell for you ...