Who I'm meant to be

Looking at your flat chest Makes me feel nothing but unblessed Yes, you have the power and you know it But will you use it wisely or just throw it I stare at your face I stare at your arms Tell me is it my fault That I wasn't born a man I'm so jealous And you don't see why Making every girl stare When you don't even try I have to hide my body I have to make my voice deeper Even walk a certain way And people still don't see the difference "You're the best son I could ask for" I wish I'd hear those words as well Instead I get reminded daily How daddy's little princess got killed by someone like myself I hope is just a phase As I hate hurting my mum She seems to be there for me When my decisions don't aim at her heart She was good for a while Told me what every mom would say "Be whoever you want, not who they expect" Well I did just that but people don't respect me And what if they will when thinking I overslept But can't arise me