who God called me to be

sometimes I feel hurt lost and alone but I can't pick up the phone sometimes I wonder do they even care ? I just sit and get lost in a deep stare thinking about all the things going wrong wondering to myself how long? when will things get better but I trust God as I write him a letter I can't stay stuck in feeling no more scrolling Facebook reeling I must get in his word let him speak to me only then am I able to see his will more clear not my own will I let him steer he is the captain and I am not time to give thanks for all that I've got I've got joy in my heart God has been there from the start he's the beginning and the end I will not go with the worldy trend I will do what God tells me to do I fear not as God sees me through. praise his holy name not seeking no fake quiet and meek his face I seek spreading his hope for all to see so they can be set free the gospel of Jesus reaching worldwide God's blessings as we abide praise him all ye people praise his holy name..