who am I to you

my heart is longing for your love princess? but there's lot of confusion and my head is getting full of thoughts. I love you and I know you love ne . why do you always get my hopes high ? you always find a way to drop my hopes face flat to ground, when people see me and you , holding hands like lovers with a bit of intimacy. when noisy people ask you about us to you. you simply say we just talking as friends . We ain't dating who am I to you what's my position in heart but on our late night calls ,you call me bbe what does bbe mean to