who am I?

Who am I? The question repeats through my mind Every time I look in the mirror The reflection staring back at me isn't mine A distant memory I wish was clearer I've forgotten what it's like Having a life completely my own Balancing the trails of life With longing for a sense of home A sense of home in the body I reside in A sense of self i use to have Searching for answers in my reflection But a strangers all that's staring back