Who am I?

Uyena lo wayethandeka asemncane, okhethwa ugogo to help in the kitchen? the sweetheart that never knew, never knew anything unholy not once have I turned unworthy but my actions have Am I who I ought to be? who I want? Now , who I am girl, worthless, I feel tired, tired. watery eyes, heavy heart cold skin , cold. who I want? who they want? who they want. I am no longer iNtandokazi kagogo but for the world for bad teacher's pet, sin being iNtandokazi kagogo would've saved me , heartbreak, pain, tears, time. ngijabulisa umhlaba ngikhalisa ugogo wayekhona, owayekhona ngisemnane ngingenaphi kokuya ngaphandle komhlana wakhe namhlanje nakhu ngihluleka ukuthoba yona yakhe inhliziyo but can make the world happy ukuba yintandokazi yabo. Ntandokazi