who...

who do I blame for my problems who do I save from my bad dream who do I protect from my dangers who do I thank for misery and who do I detain for my heartbreak not the first man in my life as for he left me with no explanation. not the first woman I loved as for she made it clear that she wants nothing to do with me. not my first inspiration for she hates and she always wants to see me down and broken. my first sister deserves the world as she was there for me at my lowest . not my last sister as she hates me and wants me out of her lifxe not my brother as for I can not trust him even with a life or death secret. it's me because I am the main problem in every situation in my life and I have no reason to blame the world.