while i was away...

i went back to the old ways or it probably caught up with me a once upon a time in my life, a terrible phase those habits i dread and tried to run away from, i paid them a visit what transpired between us will remain a secret the world will probably never know about it cause neither of us will leak it. ... while i was away... i met a lady her smile kept me smiling all day, one would think I'm crazy we'd spend hours gisting and laughing, we talked about so many things and sometimes nothing, just staring at eachother our time together didn't last forever like we thought in the first few weeks but the memories will stay forever ... while i was away... i existed a little and lived alot i forgave and forgot i broke rules and faced the result some were out of love and others? a mere thought of it hurts.