Where'd The Love Go.

Feeling like a ghost in the daylight. It's a homie all nighter with my demon dawgs. I be smiling to the bank, whilst bleeding with my ink. Fake smiles are my favorite companions now All along, " I'm okay" was a ploy to hide my true feels. Having my heart ripped out made me change alot Felt like it was child's play all along.... Prolly an inclination to see who'd love hard. Looking at throwback texts with smiles on my lips Our favourite songs feel like lines from the jester's notebook. Now I'm more like a shadow in my skin"s shell Wishing that each new day wouldn't come by As I'm left in my sadness with thoughts of you Heavy scars on my icy heart, spurred by nights the reaper visited. Where'd the love go?? Really thought we got a forever going on.. Now I sit reclining in my melancholy Sipping lean my favorite addiction. Getting high my favorite mind's state Can't remember when I ever felt right. Shoulda seen the signs, buh I guess love blinds the mind's eye. Lies,Oh the lies, beautiful sentences woven in deceit. Icy cold steel, I've got for a heart....Frost bite for my darkened soul Now I gather cheddars for my heart's hole Remember the days when " Love " had a meaning Now I choke on the ashes of quenched embers.... Used to have a forever dream, now I hold outcomes in disbelief. Pain provides a peaceful slumber All I ever hear is move on, how easier said than done. Never knew pictures could cut deeper than a stabbed knife How unfortunate, I left my trust at the back alley. Tryna bear the weight of my sorrows, But you the reason I decline. Time never teaches you to deal with the pain The heart never heals, it bears it Drowning in self motivations, buh they all lies Wish you were here by my side though Sad to see that love like that ain't love no more. Really wished I never tried The memories- unending, keep coming with backlashes Hoping I'd feel alright someday, Looking forward to a better forever. Buh this question creates a pause in my heart as I purse my lips. " Where'd the love go" Thank You Jay.