where would I be?

if you would have asked me where everything is going I would be I honestly couldn't have answered you for my soul is slipping through the gates of hell hopping to one emotion to the next trying stabilize my dying mind one thought am I still breathing or am I already ghost no matter how broken iam i still can't answer for I even in the light am still stay from the sorrows of my past wishing for the light to see be set free