where were you

Where were you when I'm all alone hearing myself cranking my bones in the silents we sometimes choose violence all alone in the dark but you were with her in the park you always choose her for me it was a blur where were you when I was in pain cutting my vain I got to let you go it is all pain though I loved you but we never grew everything felt apart it was just in my heart where everything felt good but you were out with you dude all the pain and lost what did it cost