where is my soulmate

I thought I found her and she left... I thought I found him he left... what ever will I do? just stay here and be blue? and be me? could it be that I find the one? may find the prince charming? or the princess? the one that we need? the one we dream for? the one where the love and connection isn't poor? is it there? I don't believe it because over is in lover and ex is in next leave is almost in believe and I'm to hurt I was left in dirt and I'm done with love and I don't believe in it anymore because my heart is just to sore