where is happiness?

I'm where I wanted to be Beside all my possessions yet happiness still has eluded me Was this not what life was supposed to be? I'm still so poor as I lay in bed with all this money I never thought life could be this empty I chased the wrong things, fell for the wrong people What can I do to move the needle? Darkness is slowly creeping around me As the light in my soul heads towards purgatory I'll think about my history I know nothing about myself I'm still my greatest mystery The only thing I do know is I'm locked in this dance with misery