Where does it end

Like a mirror my face reflects my thoughts I'm eaten alive like a carnivorous monster inside seeking something no one can hide my soul ought to decide is it me and how or why There's a monster lurking in the shadows And there's a girl strolling in the meadows She's not who she used to be She's right there no she's not trapped in despair yes she is Help she screamed insecurities ate her alive Then I wake up Reflecting on my dream I pondered Who was the beast was it beside me? no it's just me on the inside.