Where Are You?

I want to feel your arms,your kiss,hear your voice..Fear creeps in because I opened my heart again to you .I have embraced God for protection of what comes with having to trust someone with your heart which makes this hard..So far I have been bad with relationships.Dysfunctional family has made me the best runner without any Olympic medals..Another looking at my reflection and not liking what I see,but reveals when I open to love you .Yes, I'm afraid, because of you I'm made,total insane...not acting played..Just sun of rays..All I want it to do is rain..Cloudy day today..Need you near..Need you to stay..Please don't run away...Do you love me? Can these words you say???