where are you

as I opened my eyes I did not see you as I got dressed you were not there as I attended to the garden I was alone as I grew older you did not as I laid on my death bed you left me as death took me into his cold embrace, there you were you were there and you were rotten I saw the worms go in and the worms go out you had maggots for eyes and cockroachs for a nose yet you were still laughing at me yet you were still beautiful yet I still ran into your embrace and as you embraced me your facade faded away and the real you came to play you were beautiful once more as we kissed for one last time death gave us a second chance to love a second chance to love life a second chance to love you.