where are yall

you guys are here physical but not mentally u guys are hurting me and u don't see it u left me for another family sometimes this doesn't feel like a home to me you guys keep hurting me what did I do why does everyone keep leaving me where did u go why did u leave was it me did I do something if I did I'm sorry but I'm used to it I always get put down by family and friends the world hates me like I'm doing something wrong my room is filled with hatred and pain I am starting to hate my life I feel unwanted but what can I do my mental health is getting bad I have so much to think of but ur number one and yet I'm ur 7th priority I can't believe u did that to me but I really hope u are happier without me I really do love u alot but I will never love u the same way I always did