Where are my own Flowers?

Flowers in the sun Flowers in the spring They bloom evrywhere I wish it could be like this but I'm in the coldest winter I am stuck I can't go out No reason why It's just tirering to freeze all night In the same place The same old distgusting cave but It's so dark here That I can't even find a way out even if the spring is there and flowers bloom I'm still stuck in the dark cave It's all hopeless, theres no way out Let me rott in here It doesn't matter anymore I'll just fall asleep and never wake up