When old memories came back.

Sometimes, old memories come back in those times where im suppose to be healing. They return and instantly the smile on my face, the laughter i make just vanishes without a clear reason- and i can't explain why. I wanted to bury them, but no matter how much I tried they dug out from that shallow doom the moment you walk in the room- You have moved on, yet I'm still here, holding on. I never gave up on waiting for you, nor stopped loving you- but everytime I tried to heal; those memories come back, flooding the rooms I thought we're empty, and letting the past linger on me.