When Nothing Matters Anymore

How do I explain this feeling of numbness? I'm neither tired nor active. Neither happy nor sad. Everything feels like nothing to me. I no longer find interest in the things I do anymore. Writing this poem wasn't interesting to me. Even doom scrolling feels like nothing to me. I'm slowly beginning to lose myself. My thoughts about my future are giving off negativity. Life suddenly becomes nothing to me. Praying feels too hard for me. Thinking becomes tiring, and my heart becomes numb without emotions. This phase is called nothing because I feel nothing right now.