When It's Time

The day that I feel joy, Is the day I know it's time, When I breathe my last breath I can finally say goodbye, I will not shed a tear, Nor will I tremble with fear, For I will finally rest within the Earth's depth, My heart will sing in another world, Free of guilt, shame and waves of turmoil, Though I remain in youth and full of life, I long for the cold of Death's Scythe, Can I wish death upon myself? Only the wheels of time will tell, But the only feeling for now, in my mind, Is that the day that I feel joy, Is the day I'll know... It's time