When is soon?

I asked a question when will it end A voice answered me, soon I asked it when will the pain end A voice answered again, soon I asked when will my feelings for her end A again answered soon I told the voice, I had enough This rejection is something in bareable My heart aches, it echo's her her love I asked again when will all this end Again the voice said soon Soon is like never coming at all I sit quietly waiting for the day That'll finally be over you The day that I'll wake up without thinking of you The day that you never cross my mind Even though it may seem that it is not coming But soon I'll finally leave you alone Soon you'll be free of me Soon you'll see me no more But when is that though I spend sleepless nights thinking of you I'm afraid to close my eyes because I'll see that I'm not worthy of you When is soon When is that time coming?