when I was little

when I was little I used to sneak sodas out of the fridge now I sneak vodka and beers from my parents when I was little I pretended to smoke the candy cigarettes my mom got me from the old timey candy shop down town now I roll blunts and sneak them into back ally ways when I was little the only thing I passed under bathroom stalls was toilet paper now I pass back and forth a vape and hope and pray the alarm won't go off when I was little I only bled when I scraped my knee now I bring a blade to my skin when I was little I was happy now I'm just sad