when I grow up....

when I grow up I want better when I grow up I won't allow random men around my son or let them lock him in the bathroom I looked at my son and smiled and thought to myself 6 years down I'm a pro I've become better in the years as so above me.. my son looked at me mommy I'm full I looked down and saw a sausage and some pasta left I smiled you did good bud go upstairs and go play while I clean up...it's not hard why would you force me to sit in the dark until all the food is gone ....you don't know nothing bout that..when I grow up I won't dress explicit Infront of my son as a mom it's my duty to stay modest around young children....you know nothing about that...when I grow up I won't hold my son as a prisoner to the house I'll let him socialize go out on Fridays and Saturdays....when I grow up I won't continue the cycle even if it means cutting you out ...you know nothing about that when I grow up I won't put my son in adult situations....you know nothing about that ............when i grow up I won't bring around family members that have sexualized me . . . . you know nothing about that