when I fall in love

When will I find love? Will it be under ther things I love like the grey sky or the green grass? Will it be a Tuesday or a Sunday or non of those days? or will it be playing perfect by Ed sheeran in the background maybe it will be under the eclipse or at 3 of my favorite places that my favorite person resides in. Will the person be new or the same old people I know and feel for. Will it be one of my crushes among the 3 best or just someone I've met. Will the person have the qualities of an understanding husband or will they be harsh. how will my family react and will his family like me for me not for the things they wish I have. will it be in the winter when I will find an excuse to wear a trousers infront of my in-laws. will they believe in what I believe in that one day the dead will be awakened. Will they accept a daughter without a father but tried her best to live up to the standards of a perfect daughter how will he look at me. Will he see forever in my eyes or just a pain killer to soothe his pain and discomfort How will it be like to actually love a person who loves me back♥️